Farmington, Missouri
Many things have happened since my last post. There have been many accomplishments and milestones, but not without their complementary bouts of homesickness, physical exhaustion, and most importantly, mental and existential crises.
This journey has hardly been as much a test of physical endurance as it has been a test of mental endurance. Every other rider I have been with so far has been at least 50 (though they are not as hasty). So long as you establish a decent "cadence", an equilibrium between the grade, winds, rolling resistance, and pedal speed, you may as well be power walking - it's not too bad.
Every day, however, is frightening. A good example is my 40 mile stretch in the early morning without food or water, after having to camp in a cemetery. All businesses in the sparsely distributed small towns were closed for Memorial Day. Two days ago, going from Sebree, KY to Carbondale, IL, I took a shortcut - which ended up being a common truck route. In a 20 mile stretch, my luggage slid off the back, and my pedal's toe clip fell off. I had to Jerry-rig a solution to both issues on a 2 foot wide highway shoulder. Just yesterday, I found myself on an 8 mile long 15% grade in the middle of severe weather, with coal trucks flying by - one which ran directly over the piece of road I previously occupied, before i sensed danger and veered off.
On top of these scenarios, the sun, thirst, hunger, finding a place to sleep, realization of the distance ahead, and homesickness make for a rough day, especially when traveling solo. Every night, I have wanted to go home. I have reserved a rental car for a trip home twice, only to bail at the last second. Even as I write this, I wish it could be over with. Perhaps it will be soon, but for now, the reward at the end of the night is becoming an addiction.
On a trip like this, you can't conquer the road - you can only conquer yourself. Fear and the need for an immediate solution are powerful motivators.
Still, the experience has had its great moments. After leaving the church hostel in Sebree (whose owners cooked me dinner!), I made it into Illinois via the previously mentioned shortcut.
That day I rode 93 miles. I was determined to make it to a college in caterville, where the director of athletics allows cyclists to take shelter underneath the concessions gazebo next to their baseball diamond.
The next day was short. I rode about 40 miles into Chester, IL, right at the border of Missouri. Apparently, it is the hometown of the cartoon, "Popeye", whose character was based on a sailor of the Mississippi river in Chester.
There, I slept in the shack of a local charity club, where I met 2 other cyclists heading west. We have biked all day together. The first leg was into Missouri over the river.
The rest of today was relatively short - about 50 miles total. The Ozark mountains of Missouri are said to be more difficult than any other portion of the trip- not at all due to size or magnitude, but simply the layout of the road. Instead of winding, the roads attack the hills head on, reaching grades upwards of 20%. While carrying 80 lbs of gear, this is a major challenge.
Now, I am in yet another cyclist-only hostel. It is beautiful, almost like an apartment. Hopefully it will provide me with the rest and inspiration to keep going.














